5.1.08

Breadcrumbs.

To want things to be normal means to redefine normalcy. A part of me wishes being "normal" was more objective. I am torn between the thoughts that I should be thinking and the thoughts I would rather not think. Both dance around in my head, like two roosters, forced to fight one another-- egged on by evil men in the background. Maybe I should resign to accept things the way they are. But where does one draw the line between accepting and giving up? Or perhaps there isn't a line at all. Perhaps the truth is more severe than I have come to realize. There is no line. The black and white has forever joined into this menacing and bitter gray.

2 comments:

Daniel is Bourne said...

are you a philosophy major?

Anonymous said...

if you have thoughts you should be thinking... and thoughts you would rather not think... where do the thoughts you want to think come in? Are any two in the same? For me, i just prefer to dream no matter where which category those thoughts dwell in.